Who Em I?

WHO AM I ? HOW AM I? AND HOW I FELL TODAY IS WHAT I ASKED MY SELF TODAY ......AND I KNOW WHO AM I ....
I AM ,A DAUGHTER A SISTER,A GRANHTER,A NIECE,A COUSIN,A FRIEND,A YOUNG GIRL,AND A GROWN WOMEN ,IAM CONFIDENT &SCARED,TERRIFIED,AND EXITED,IAM LOVING AND CARING ,& THOUGHTFUL ,HOPEFUL ,IAM SHY AND FRIENDLY AND CAREFUL OR CARELESS .IAM HARDWORKING BUT WHAT I KNOW FOR SURE IS THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH AND I PROMISE I WILL NEVER LET YOU GUYS GO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I EVEN PRAY GOD NOT TO LET US APART FROM GOOD OR BAD , DONT LET GO EVER .I HAD OFFER YOU EVERYTHING I GOT, FOR YOU AND MY BABY JANELL,IM SCARED BUT STRONG ,IM UGLY BUT BEUTIFUL INSIDE, SHORT BUT MY LOVE FOR YOU GUYS IS SO TALL THAT NO ONE COULD REACH IT. BUT IF YOU CHEAT ,CHEAT DEATH,IF YOU LIE,LIE ABOUT YOUR AGE,IF YOU STEAL,STEAL SOMEONES TRUST,AND IF YOU DRINK,HAVE ONE WITH ME! I KNOW THAT SOMETIME IM SELFISH,IMPOTIENT AND A LIL INSECURE .I MAKE MISTAKES TOO AND IM OUT OF CONTROL AND IM WORKING ON THAT IS JUST ALOT OF STUFF THAT I EVEN THINK YOU DONT DESERVE ME AT MY BEST.BUT YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT COMES ON MY MIND SOMETIME ....THAT IM THE GIRL YOUR EX WILL HATE AND THE GIRL YOUR MOTHER WILL LOVE AND ABSULLUTLY IM THE WOMEN YOULL WANT TO BE WITH FOREVER LOL IS IT TRUE QUE NO ? BABE CUANDO TE DIGO QUE TE AMO I DONT SAY IT OUT OF HABIT ,OR TO MAKE YOU THINK I DO .IS TO LET YOU KNOW AND TO REMIND YOU THAT YOURE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME AND SO IS MY DOUGTHER . WHO COULD OF IMAGINE THAT WE COUD OF ENDED TOGETHER.BUT WE DID IT ,THATS WHAT I CALLED TRUE AND STRONG LOVE !!!!! I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ,SO MANY WONDERS. AND LOTS OF FEARS BUT IM CROSSING THEM OUT OF MY LIST AND BRINGING MORE PEACE AND LOVE TO THIS FAMILY . I DONT KNOW WHY I WROTE THIS BUT I WROTE IT AND I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS AND DONT THNIK THAT IM STUPID ....SO HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE ME? YOUR JUST AN AMAZING GUY WHO HAD MORE EXPIRENCE THAN ME AND THATS WHAT MAKES YOU BE WHO YOU ARE AND THE LOVE YOU GOT FOR US.KNOWS WHATS GOOD OR BAD ...WHEN TO BE STRONG OR WEAK ,WHEN TO CRY OR LOUGH .RUN OR HIDE ..AND THATS WHY I NEED TO LEARN MORE FROM YOU MY TRUE AND STRONG LOVELY MAN .. I LOVE YOU BABE ....
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